How sadness works

I lowkey ran out of free elements for my main uh- emotion page!! USE LANDSCAPE MODE YA FAG!!

Many things can trigger me being sad. Usually it passes quickly if im with my friends but if im not it can last up to 4 hours. I will try to talk to the people I trust and actually care about at the time if i am sad.

Sometimes it can esclate into me wanting to kms, I might get desperate to hurt myself but it will pass.

a few things that can make me upset

  • Being misgendered

  • Being insulted

  • Being reminded of something I regret

  • Telling people secrets I've told you.

  • Blaming me for something I didnt do.

  • Hating on every little thing I like.

  • Repeating one of these on this list SEVRAL TIMES even when told to stop.

  • When you insult something I like a lot.

  • Teasing me

  • PRETENDING TO BE MAD AT ME.

  • Assuming I want you venting to me

  • Hating my humor (i get it its fucked.)

  • Jokes on my selfharm/ thinking I cannot stop doing it. (i joke around about it, i dont want you doing it.)

  • Misnaming me on purpose or bringing my dead name up.

  • making fun of my neopronouns

  • Bodyshaming meeee!! (ONLY REALLY CLOSE FRIENDS CAN DO THIS S-J-C-V)

  • Completing my sentences

  • Making fun of my spelling (Unless Charles or Skittles)

  • Assuming something sexual (Ex: im choking "on dih?") HEAVILY TARGETED.

  • Asking why i dont care about people

  • Telling me to burn.

  • Telling me to die because of my interests.

  • Trying to get me to kms

  • Calling me weird looking

  • Ignoring my texts

  • Calling me a larper

  • calling me disgusting

  • INSULTING MY FAMILY. Unless your in my fav people list.

Quick note! Many things make me upset I simply cannot remember all of them currently. These are the main ones. Also some will make me mad instead of upset, I simply fit them here!! (SOME OF THESE MAKE ME MAD INSTEAD. JUST SORTING THEM HERE)

Signs I'm upset.

  • My voice will get quiet

  • if I'm on a call or in VRCHAT I will mute myself for a long period of time

  • I might run away from you and hide in a corner!!

  • I'll do things slower.

  • I might stare at you :D

  • I might leave the game (if i'm playing with you) and drag the people I care about with me <3

  • I'll play music and ignore you.

  • I might start making poems up or singing a song.

  • I WILL TYPE TO MY OLD ACCOUNT ON DISCORD.

  • Dry texting <3

Notes-------I usually listen to the song "An Angel Fell by nine aetharia", if sad or mad at the moment. if i play it, its a very large sign im not alrightDont leave me alone if im sad. please i dont like it i'd prefer if u stayed silent next to me